Do I enjoy life too much?

What a stupid thing that might sound. How could somebody enjoy life too much? We have to enjoy living. We have to be happy.
 Of course. But the thing is now when I`m working I think I can buy whatever I want. All those clothes, all those foods and everything. I think I have the right to do so because I`m working hard.  
 I`m not thinking much about those workers who have to make those clothes in bad conditions. I could  buy my stuff from somewhere where I know everything is alright. But I want to live my life the "easy" way and of course that`s a lot cheaper as well. Sometimes when I think about that I actually disgust myself. How did I became like this? I guess it is this culture I`m living in. But it does`t give me any right. I know that.
 Maybe after yesterday`s sale shopping I can promise try to buy rest of my summer clothes from 2nd hand shops. Anyways it`s more fun and you can find more unique clothes!

So I was supposed to go to this spiritual journey thing but I ended up drinking couple drinks and buy a couple cool things from sales. Maybe my soul was`t ready for it. So I made my soul happy with good company and good foods. Almost same? Ehh... Maybe the thoughts of what I have done already awakened my soul so this is a good start. 

Yesterday was for me like a happy Sunday because I had a day off work. I met a really good friend and I got to enjoy the sun. I just love days like this. Even a little sun burn does`t get my mood down. I hope you had a great time too! Take care and put on some suncream and remember to drink enough water! 

Tired me after long day. Ps. My ema`s old shirt. (Ema is Estonian and means mom..)

(I feel like I`m in new`s studio or something. Starting with the hard topic and ending up with these chill things. At least in Finland when you watch news from tv, it`s like that..)